I haven’t got a story anymore and I am exhausted.
Well, no, I do have a story. But it is shredded to pieces and I am too tired and emotionally drained to pick anything up. Also my heart feels like a heavy sack that is sinking low into my abdomen and it is making me feel sick.
So I am eating cupcakes to mask the pain only the cupcakes make the pain worse. There are vanilla ones with a vanilla buttercream frosting, topped with strawberries and blueberries. There are chocolate ones which came out beautifully glossy, with a sheen of chocolate icing. And a sprinkling of chocolate curls.
Well, cupcakes are delicious and delicious things are good for you – within a respectable limit, of course.
Listen up, folks. Adulting is about dealing with your problems and communicating with those who are important to you, also not being afraid of confrontation. I am terrified of confrontation.
But, Mr Damian, I have plenty to talk to you about and I will talk to you about it. I will. I must. I can’t not.
A cupcake a day…I was trying to think of something clever. A cupcake a day makes me happy.
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Hahah, it keeps the frowns away that’s for sure! Have a great weekend! ๐
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Thanks
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Adulting does not mean you aren’t terrified OB. It’s okay to be terrified. Eat your cupcake. Build up your nerve, your energy, your comfort. Confront when you’re ready!
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You are right, Colleen. Adulting means you are terrified but also brave and able to brace the tidal waves of fear. I always thought adults could deal with it because they had some kind of iron strength but now as an actual adult I know they are just as scared, but show it way less. Oh dear. At least we have cupcakes, hey! And nobody can tell us we can’t have them before dinner ๐
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The perks “sometimes” out weigh the responsibilities of adulthood OB. ๐
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They do indeed!
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