I don’t know how to pay attention.
To the moon, to the stars, to the earth spinning in the galaxy.
I don’t know how to slow down and hear the leaves fall.
I sometimes stand still when it is dark, but light. I can hear the call of the humming system that is life. I can hear it in the way the trees rustle together.
I can see it when the clouds, dark and purple, scud themselves over the beaming moon.
I can hear it when humanity is tucked away for the night. In the stillness.
It roars loudly when the machinery shuts off for the night.
It roars and it calls me, you see.
But I am always in a rush, I don’t heed its call.
What would happen if I stopped, and listened? If I turned my eyes upwards. If I let them focus, till the blur became a sharp knife to slice through reality as I know it.
What would I hear? What would I see?