What is your favourite ice cream flavour?
Mine is cookies and cream.
watercolour
The Bear
There is a bear.
He stands tall on his hind legs like a two-legged creature, his head is turned upwards and to the right. By his side is a little thing. Big ears, elephant-like, but smaller than a mouse. They are walking into the sunset.
I like to think there is an ocean before them, frothing and foaming and if they were to take one step further they would float down into its murky depths. Poor quality imagery, no details, fine lines taken away stroke by stroke, muddy waters brushed over the image until it is as lucid as the ocean in which they should fall.
Sadness is a heavy, dull emotion. You can’t always contain it. It seeps like octopus ink, making marks on everything I touch. Large questioning eyes. Tears when one should be laughing.
Accusation everywhere, deep insecurity, and overwhelmed burnout.
See I don’t know what that bear and elephant-mouse are looking at. I see them everyday in the shower, when I brush my teeth, when I cream my face. Same motions, autopilot, but I always find my eyes drifting to meet that bear, tall, six foot, seven, eight, even. I like to think he is looking off at the answer. And that he might know what it is.
There are several of him, you see. Identical bears, their backs to me, better places, better sights, better feelings.
Each bear is a muddied, marbled grey abstract on a large rectangular wall-tile in my bathroom.
Ocean Bream 